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Post by Deleted on Jul 7, 2013 8:32:13 GMT -8
Everythings different. I see it. I feel it. Even while I try to make this a normal thing again. It wont be. Never will be.
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Post by Deleted on Jul 8, 2013 22:26:14 GMT -8
I saw how she is with everyone. How the wall is up, I know she wants to let it down with me. Shes afraid Ill leave again. There is another who wants her, he hasnt said it, but its how he acts around her. How he looks at her, and addresses her. I know her. Shes playing with the idea. I dont know if I should be angry or not. I was gone, she had to deal with Kalypso without me. She had to deal with alot without me. I just hope, that she will see.. she has my heart. That through it all, I want only her. I will wait. Like she did for me. I will wait for her to see that I am that one for her.
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Post by Deleted on Jul 17, 2013 2:08:39 GMT -8
I find refuge in the forest. It is my keeper, and I am its protector. I feel most comfortable there. Safe and sane. The garage is running itself as it has always been. Though I find comfort in working with my hands and fixing things, the forest always calls to me. Especially now. If Leland would only listen as I do, he would find comfort also. The Forest is speaking to me and Ella has been most helpful in guiding me to the traditional ways. There are so many different things I can say about the woman though, intrigue keeps me nearby. Hopefully soon I will figure out her story as she is learning mine. Tonight, I will stand guard so she can sleep. It is an old way, but it is need of a wolf to do for a witch. A Protector once more. I feel as if I have a purpose. Even if it is for a night.
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Post by Deleted on Jul 22, 2013 21:16:39 GMT -8
It wasn't suppose to happen. None of it was suppose to happen. The adrenaline, the moment.. the flames and the corvid... It all too fast. What have I done?
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Post by Deleted on Jul 24, 2013 23:23:32 GMT -8
Wolves howl. Dogs bark. Lovers love. How can things be so complicated? A kiss in the dark, the flame of desire has ignited and I am completely lost in the subject. Yet I feel at home. Like I had been there before. As if it was suppose to be. I can not say I still hurt over Sasha, that I dont feel for her. I love her. I always have. I had claimed her as my own. Though, things changed. The human side of our existence demands more. The wolf demands one. After feeling as if I should wait, I cant. With just one touch, breathe, word. The vision was all that was needed. How could I have been so unknown to the past. I am much more than what I had been living. The past is the past, but it is also something that helps create what we have become. The witch believes it is a warning. That it isnt suppose to be. The wolf and myself see it differently. We see Destiny. The Truth. Only time will tell if it will be played out as in the past and we will continously wander and search for that lost puzzle piece. She may be the pawn, but I am the wolf. The Protector. The Warrior. The one missing piece that needs to be placed. Its just wondering how it is suppose to fit correctly. Time will tell.
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Post by Deleted on Jul 25, 2013 22:20:34 GMT -8
There are no words for that night.
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Post by Deleted on Sept 8, 2013 11:37:47 GMT -8
Everything seems like lies and then truth. Its a twisting dance of snakes and smoke. Destiny shows me one way and then leads another. I can only be what I am now.
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