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Post by Deleted on Oct 27, 2013 7:14:34 GMT -8
October 27th. I am sitting here trying to pretend I'm normal. I smile and walk around like I am not hollow on the inside. I thougth I came to grips with what I've done.. its not exaclty the easiest thing to do. I did purchase a house..well a trailer , its small but its just me and its bigger then the room I was once confined to. I still get the nightmares. I get scared sometimes, that its Dreamweaver, but.. really I have nothing he could want. None of us want to go back. I heard that Jane was seeking waits to bring them down.. the only problem? Another department will rise, another twisted bureucrats will rise up with the idea they can control what they do not possess themselves. Their mistake? Angelia. It was the twisted knife that pushed it all too far for us all. The Angel didn't deserve the death that came to her. She was the best of us. Flicker's death was a bit harder to deal with.. they ruled it a sucide. I have no doubts they are right. Going back isn't an option, living that way.. Would our parents hate us? Would they look at us in disappointment? Could we ever make it up to them? Would they be glad we got away? Puzzle said he found answers, I'm afraid to ask the questions aloud. I can on paper, in this journal. Maybe one day I'll be able to handle the answers and what it will mean to bring those to justice. I don't want to be my parents.. I just want to be normal.
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Post by Deleted on Oct 28, 2013 6:17:42 GMT -8
I went out again last night, back to the charity event. I'm not sure how well this is all going to work. There are alot of people here, this isn't work. I am not investingating or searching for anyone. It's hard not to look at people that way. Three years free of Facility and you'd think I'd be better at this? Good point to all this , no one is curious about me either which is a good start. I am going to the free clinic tomorrow to offer my assistance. I'm not entirely sure thats a good idea, but its better then walking the halls at the hospitals like Momma used to do. Maybe if I keep it small, I have a chance to stay hidden. Wish me luck!
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