Post by Darrien "Dare" Silvera on May 17, 2015 13:16:38 GMT -8
Leland: Brows rose gently, he seemed to want to reach out to her but couldn't. Palm pressed to the glass and he spoke. " Dare...I'll be fine.. this is where I belong with the other fuck ups. " -d
Dare: ``Motherfucker, despite everything. Wolf wise? Personality wise -- aside from my brother? You understand me the best. I.......`` Sighing. ``I'll go dark side, willingly. I'm lone. Ryu's gone half the time (Her bro) and I'm constantly looking over my shoulder. You .... of all people? get it. Now.. your gonna rot like a circus animal for your penitence? Fuck that noise. That's being a cop-out. You're too fucking good for this shit. Sure, okay, we can do some.... off the books shit. No one'd know, but come on, L.J! FIGHT. You're no twatwaffle. And how the fuck can I even let you go, huh?`` -d
Leland: Highly amused. He shook his head at her words and chuckled. " Dare.. " A tired sigh escaped him. " Keep my brother inline" With that, he was hanging up the receiver. Slowly slipping off the stool he spoke to the C/O" Hey Bossman. I'm done" And with that, his blues fell upon her once more and he gave her a wink before allowing the guard to escort him out. -d
Dare: ``You have a surprise waiting. Oh, Lana's job is to do that.. not mine.`` Hearing the call, she sighed out to him.`` You so don' fool me. We're cut from the same cloth.``-d
Leland: A shake of his head and he was being led out. -d
Dare: "Shake your head all you want, Leland. You know deep down it's true". -d
[Note: Some of the log couldn't be saved.]
Even on Alex's tour bus, she couldn't get this conversation, nor him, out of her mind. Dare wasn't one that let people get to her; as in tugging at her heart strings. In regards to L J? She would probably hide that fact too for his own safety though it'd murder her inside. As she lounged in her bunk on the bus, she had her ear buds on and just blared Adema while trying to make heads or tails of Leland's situation.
Leland. That was a major can of worms. Did she have feelings? Sure, but hid them well just as she did with everything else. Have to keep up that mysterious vibe, right? A part of her wanted to bust this wide open but ....then again, she too felt that this was the last damn thing he needed to hear or know, given the givens. If anyone came up and glanced over her shoulder at the tablet she held, they'd see pics of her, LJ and Mars all back during an earlier and happy time.
Off and on she's been in their lives thanks to Mars, but... her and Leland? That was something that was developed semi-special in her opinion. Mars was her big brother of sorts. Leland? Not so much. He was more (in feeling) like her equal, like he battled the same legion of demons inside. They related to one another. Now him in a cage had her beyond her own comprehension. She wanted him out. For his own sanity. He had such a lower opinion of himself. So, he wasn't what one would call a golden boy and by the gods did he have issues -- but who the fuck didn't?! He was real and never once hid that. This made Dare happy because she didn't know how to live any other way, especially during and after the USMC changed her (somewhat).
Chewing her bottom lip, she prayed the letter and mini comm piece hidden in the envelope would be discovered by him. That way communication even on private levels while he was still in the tank. As for what he asked of her? She'd do what she could to keep watch over Mars. Sorta her thing if anyone knew their squad history. Right now the instant replay of just how he spoke her name and placed his hand on that glass haunted her to no end. Damn, she missed him. He should be right there with her just hanging out and having fun -- but no. Determination was setting inside like a snake uncoiling as these thoughts and now feelings were unraveling inside. His face was on Instant Replay via her mental theatre and she couldn't shake it anymore. If the Justice system fails, she'll have a solid Plan B. First, to talk to Mars then to relay this somehow to Leland. Now, time for sleep. Santa Monica was only a couple hours away. She needed some sleep.
Dare: ``Motherfucker, despite everything. Wolf wise? Personality wise -- aside from my brother? You understand me the best. I.......`` Sighing. ``I'll go dark side, willingly. I'm lone. Ryu's gone half the time (Her bro) and I'm constantly looking over my shoulder. You .... of all people? get it. Now.. your gonna rot like a circus animal for your penitence? Fuck that noise. That's being a cop-out. You're too fucking good for this shit. Sure, okay, we can do some.... off the books shit. No one'd know, but come on, L.J! FIGHT. You're no twatwaffle. And how the fuck can I even let you go, huh?`` -d
Leland: Highly amused. He shook his head at her words and chuckled. " Dare.. " A tired sigh escaped him. " Keep my brother inline" With that, he was hanging up the receiver. Slowly slipping off the stool he spoke to the C/O" Hey Bossman. I'm done" And with that, his blues fell upon her once more and he gave her a wink before allowing the guard to escort him out. -d
Dare: ``You have a surprise waiting. Oh, Lana's job is to do that.. not mine.`` Hearing the call, she sighed out to him.`` You so don' fool me. We're cut from the same cloth.``-d
Leland: A shake of his head and he was being led out. -d
Dare: "Shake your head all you want, Leland. You know deep down it's true". -d
[Note: Some of the log couldn't be saved.]
Even on Alex's tour bus, she couldn't get this conversation, nor him, out of her mind. Dare wasn't one that let people get to her; as in tugging at her heart strings. In regards to L J? She would probably hide that fact too for his own safety though it'd murder her inside. As she lounged in her bunk on the bus, she had her ear buds on and just blared Adema while trying to make heads or tails of Leland's situation.
Leland. That was a major can of worms. Did she have feelings? Sure, but hid them well just as she did with everything else. Have to keep up that mysterious vibe, right? A part of her wanted to bust this wide open but ....then again, she too felt that this was the last damn thing he needed to hear or know, given the givens. If anyone came up and glanced over her shoulder at the tablet she held, they'd see pics of her, LJ and Mars all back during an earlier and happy time.
Off and on she's been in their lives thanks to Mars, but... her and Leland? That was something that was developed semi-special in her opinion. Mars was her big brother of sorts. Leland? Not so much. He was more (in feeling) like her equal, like he battled the same legion of demons inside. They related to one another. Now him in a cage had her beyond her own comprehension. She wanted him out. For his own sanity. He had such a lower opinion of himself. So, he wasn't what one would call a golden boy and by the gods did he have issues -- but who the fuck didn't?! He was real and never once hid that. This made Dare happy because she didn't know how to live any other way, especially during and after the USMC changed her (somewhat).
Chewing her bottom lip, she prayed the letter and mini comm piece hidden in the envelope would be discovered by him. That way communication even on private levels while he was still in the tank. As for what he asked of her? She'd do what she could to keep watch over Mars. Sorta her thing if anyone knew their squad history. Right now the instant replay of just how he spoke her name and placed his hand on that glass haunted her to no end. Damn, she missed him. He should be right there with her just hanging out and having fun -- but no. Determination was setting inside like a snake uncoiling as these thoughts and now feelings were unraveling inside. His face was on Instant Replay via her mental theatre and she couldn't shake it anymore. If the Justice system fails, she'll have a solid Plan B. First, to talk to Mars then to relay this somehow to Leland. Now, time for sleep. Santa Monica was only a couple hours away. She needed some sleep.